I told everyone that I like him and I hate you
I can list out 1001 reasons to choose him and another 1001 reasons to push you away
I kept on telling everyone that he creeps into my mind every day and night
while I can't really stop myself from thinking about you
I convinced them that I cannot live without him
but I did not want you to leave me either
I assured them that I get anxious and excited whenever I get the chance to see him up close
but my eyes searched for you in the big hall room
I dreamed of a day that he would notice me, recognize me and be mine
but when I talked about future, I imagined you instead
Until one day,
I finally came to my senses.
It hit me like a truck.
You were always there for me
Never fail to cheer me up
Never fail to make me smile
Never fail to have faith in me
Never fail to tell me that I look fine everyday
Never fail to convince me, I'm the prettiest and
Never fail to make efforts instead of excuses
Am I being selfish?
Am I being denial?
So confusing
But...
You managed to breakdown my wall of ego
So, in the end...
I chose you
because love does not need reasons
and I do not have reasons to love you.
